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Saturday, 24 April 2010

Info-Psychology: Evolution, Structure and Function of the Nervous System

Info-Psychology
The Evolution, Structure and Function of the Nervous System

Warps by R. Ayana 

By DrTimothy Leary
A Bio-neural Cosmology: Life Is of Extra-terrestrial Origin and Galactic Destination

   
‘If a credible, respectable God does not exist, let us by all means invent Hir. We do need someone to talk to.’


‘Info-Psychology’ presents a neurogenetic cosmology -- a theory of the origin, evolution and destiny of life on and off this planet.

This cosmology suggests that Higher Intelligence, located in interstellar quantum information structures, has already sent a message to this planet. The U.F.O. message is in the form of the DNA code and of electro-atomic signals which can be transceived by the nervous system.

Life, a multi-billion year old unbroken info-wire of evolving contelligence is the message.[1] Directed panspermia. Life was seeded on this womb-planet in the form of amino-acid templates designed to be activated by solar radiation and to unfold in a series of genetic molts and metamorphoses.

It is useful to define eight evolutionary phases which probably unfold on all oxygenated womb planets in the galaxy.

Let the first four phases concern the adaptation of the collectives (gene-pools) to the Newtonian characteristics of the womb-planet, designed for fetal survival attached to the Earth’s surface.

During the four later phases individuals decode, integrate and adapt to the Einsteinian electro-atomic-gravitational forces operating in post-terrestrial info-space.

The first four phases are muscular mechanical and define tiny survival "island realities" to which gene-pools are attached.

During the four post-larval phases individuals navigate life off this planet.
The biological "master plan" of organic evolution located in DNA directs the unfolding of the circuits of the nervous system.

One major goal of life is for the individual to become Increasingly Intelligent (I2) in order to decode somatic signals within the body, within the nervous system itself, signals from the DNA code and metaphysiological neuro-atomic energy patterns.
The history of life and of humanity is best defined in terms of the evolution of the nervous system and of knowledge technologies. In place of anthropological categories based on geography (Java Man) or adaptive behavior (Neolithic Man), we suggest the following periods of neural evolution. Each period is considered as larval or robotic to the subsequent.


1.    Unicellular-invertebrate marine phase: approach-avoidance for vegetative survival.
2.    Vertebrate animal phase: territorial dominance and mastery of gravity.
3.    Humanoid phase: symbol manipulation, oral communication, tool-making.
4.    Human industrial phase: nervous system imprinted for social role allowing for division of labor, caste, class, custom. For species survival.
5.    Cybersomatic phase: insightful control of the gravity-free body. Body consciousness by the individual.
6.    Cyberelectronic phase: the individual maintains insightful control of the nervous system detached from somatic programs. Brain consciousness.
7.    Cybergenetic phase: the individual manages insightful communication between the nervous system and the DNA code leading to symbiosis and Life Extension. DNA consciousness.
8.    Metaphysiological neuro-atomic phase: insightful communication between the nervous system and sub-nuclear energy. Quantum consciousness.


Each life form on this planet is an alien immigrant from outer space. We are all Unidentified Flying Organisms.

During the first four larval phases the emphasis is on governal membership and attachment to the earth-womb for survival in one-G space. During the four later phases the emphasis is on individual management of somatic, neurological:

5.    piloting the body as zero gravity vehicle.
6.    piloting the nervous system as transceiver of high-speed bio-electronic signals.
7.    symbiotic DNA linkage with other galactic life forms.
8.    transfusion with metaphysiological intelligence. 

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These eight neurological phases of evolution listed here are discussed in detail in the book, The Game of Life. It is important to note that an evolutionary, galaxy-centered cosmology and teleology (theology, if you will) is being presented. It is necessarily Psi Phy in flavor. There is no dogmatic commitment to the metaphor. It is one hypothetical, cosmological model, based upon current scientific facts from psychology, ethnology, genetics, neurology, and astrophysics; one model to explain the origin and meaning to life and to predict future evolution in a context in which current human forms are seen as larval, fetal.

Cosmology is traditionally considered a "far out" risky enterprise, inevitably involving the sort of speculation that makes people uneasy. There is, indeed, a taboo censoring teleological discussions. This future-terror (neophobia) often leads to inquisitorial repression. Bruno was burned at the stake for persisting in cosmological broadcasts, for raising embarrassing futique questions. In his essay On the Infinite Universe and the Worlds Bruno presents this probing dialogue:

Elpino: How is it possible that the universe be infinite?
 Philotheo: How is it possible that the universe be finite?
Elpino: How do you claim that you can demonstrate this infinitude?
Philotheo: Do you claim that you ran demonstrate this finitude?
Elpino: What is this spreading forth?
Philotheo: What is this limit?

The creative cosmologist presents Hir[2] theory and then asks the critic to explicate Hir own. And here is the tender point. Although every larval bases Hir life on an implicit cosmology (usually vague dogmas imprinted on the childhood nervous system) most practical people are reluctant to verbalize their basic beliefs, because they do not stand the scrutiny of rational view and scientific perspective:

Larval Philosopher:
How can you claim that the human being is a larval form of a future metamorphosed entity of higher intelligence and consciousness?
Exo-Psychologist:
How can you claim that evolution stopped with the present human nervous system?
Larval Philosopher:
It is absurd to speculate about a Higher Intelligence seeding earth with pre-programmed genetic blueprints.
Exo-Psychologist:
What is your theory of the origin of life? Old Testament Genesis? Chance and statistical probability? Lightening bolts triggering life in methane-ammonia puddles? i.e., spontaneous generation?


A dreadful malaise has demoralized the modern world. Spenglerian doom. This crisis is not political, ecological, energetic or economic. It is philosophic. Pre-partum depression. Technological, economic and political conferences are inevitably pessimistic because they avoid the real issues, the gyroscopic-navigational questions: Why are we here and where are we going?

Cosmological questions about origins are intimately linked to theories of destinations.

Speculations about the origin of life provide the foundation (conscious or unconscious) of every human culture. Inevitably questions about


Who did it and why?


lead to answers about how we can get to where we are supposed to go. If Allah did it, then we are en route to Allah. If no one did it then we are going nowhere.
Since each of the eight circuits of the nervous system produces its own reality, each imprint naturally provides its own answers limited to the imprint.

Circuit 1, for example, defines the goal of life in viscerotonic, vegetative, cellular survival terms -- to eat, drink, breathe, avoid pain, danger and cold. And so it goes for the other larval levels of reality.

At this critical time in history there are two broad approaches to the questions of Why? Where from? Where to? and By whom?


Evolutionists: Larval Scientists
Creationists: Larval Theologians


The "issue" is complicated by the fact that science and theology are inextricably linked and that many scientific evolutionists are closet creationists.

The currently orthodox "scientific" theory of evolution holds that all plants and animals have developed from inorganic molecules, stewing in the Pre-Cambrian slime, sparked into life by electro-magnetic processes three billion years ago; that chance and natural selection working slowly but relentlessly with nucleic acid chains have produced the variety and complexity of biological life. Most evolutionists believe that all life forms derive from a common origin because of the amazing similarity of DNA among species and because of the apparent continuity of phylogenetic and individual development.

Evolutionists who propose this "chance-slime" theory tend to be atheistic, scientific, skeptical and pessimistic about the existence of human-type life on other planets. They tend to remain silent about the possible existence of Higher Intelligence in the galaxy. G. G. Simpson, a leading evolutionary philosopher, has cited the statistical improbability of life evolving on other planets the way it has unfolded on earth. To strict statistical evolutionists the emergence of human-type life, even on this planet, is improbable, if not impossible.

Most evolutionists rely on chance as the determining factor and attribute the apparent ascendency of humanity upon the fortuitous accidental emergence of the unique nervous system.

Creationists vary in kind and species as widely as do evolutionists, but in general they believe that at some early period of history distinct species were separately created by a Higher Intelligence called Yahweh, Jehovah, God, Allah, u.s.w.
Many creationists rely upon the biblical Genesis which states that God created the various kinds of animals, that "man" was created separately and "women" as an after-thought.

Sophisticated forms of Creationism have been produced by scientists such as Carolus Linnaeus, the Father of Taxonomy, who claimed, "there are just so many species as there were forms created in the beginning." Lows Agassiz, a Harvard biologist, declared that the Creator designed the living forms we now witness.
A basic difference between these two points of view is this:

Evolutionists believe that the complex variety came from the simple.
Creationists believe that the complexity and variety were designed from the origin.
Evolutionists also tend to believe in the "accidental," chance nature of the process and to avoid the notion of a pre-destined design or designing intelligence.
Creationists have tended to be orthodox religionists who personalize the Divine Creator and tend to place humanity on the apex of terrestrial life -- usually allowing for a post-mortem, post-biological existence for chosen believers. Some theologies provide for extra-terrestrial, metaphysiological entities-demons, angels, devils, Saints. An unbridgeable gulf has developed between theological creationists and scientific evolutionists who can find no evidence for the celestial fantasies and wishful immortalities of the former.

It is interesting that few, if any, thinkers from either camp have emphasized the possibility of evolution continuing or speculated in any detail on the specific forms that the future may provide. The existence of Advanced Forms of Intelligence on other planets or in humanity's future is particularly embarrassing to scientists who have, perhaps, been scared-off by the celestial absurdities of religious orthodoxies.

Exo-psychology presumes to offer new solutions to these classic questions by suggesting:

1.    that life on this planet is not unique
2.    that the planet has been seeded
3.    that evolution of the various species unfolds on all biological planets according to the same pre-determined plan
4.    that life is designed to migrate from the nursery planet
5.    the great mutations are pre-programmed to appear in our future.

 
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Exo-psychology attempts to assemble evidence from all the sciences, to pay respectful attention to the enduring myths which bubble up from the nervous systems of the past -- and to make practical extrapolations from both sources of data to anticipate the future.

It is thus possible to entertain a Creative-Evolutionism which holds that the original amino-acid templates had built into their design:

1.    standard physiological and anatomical methods for creating and dealing with the various environmental challenges which coincidentally-evolve on planets like ours
2.    pre-determined sequences of improvements in anatomy and particularly in neurology which allow evolving species to metamorphize to a point where they can leave the planet.

It is not necessary to accept "directed panspermia" to assume this exo-psychological point of view. The most conservative scientific logic leads to the future probability of:

  • improvements in the use of the nervous system
  • genetic engineering
  • concomitant variations in human stock
  • extra-planetary colonization.

Science fiction has developed into a popular form of literature. The best of Sci-Fi becomes Psi-Phy, the Psychology of Physics. Television and movies also reflect a growing interest in the mutated future. It is of interest, however, that few science-fiction writers are capable of imagining Higher Intelligence. This inability to specify a harmonious and successful future is due to the nature of the nervous system. Caterpillars cannot write with convincing reality about post-larval life.

Since the "head revolution" of the 1960's, the basic principles of neuro-logic and reality-change have been widely accepted. While the terms imprinting, serial-imprinting and re-imprinting are not often used, there is growing "hip" acceptance of the notion that each nervous system creates its own reality. The vulgar, even cynical, reaction to this ontological discovery is to smile tolerantly and say, "Everyone is crazy in their own way." "Do your own thing." "Don't lay your trip on me."

The next neurological step is to accept the responsibility and say, "Since our imprints create reality, let us choose realities which are as fantastic and thrilling as possible. Almost anything we can conceive, we can make real."

If exo-psychology can imagine human intelligence expanding to extra-terrestrial dimensions, is it not neurologically possible to realize these challenging possibilities? If we can imagine directed panspermia, then it can exist. Indeed, we can do it ourselves. If Higher Intelligence has not seeded space, then there is no reason why we cannot do it. Agriculture is, after all, "directed spermia."

Here the polarities of the Evolutionists and Creationists can be harmonized. Our geneticists can help humanity become the Creator of Species, on this planet and, via interstellar migration, in space.

Humans have always created God in their own image. Neurogenetics now makes it possible for humanity:

1.    To contact Higher Intelligence which may have designed the evolutionary sequence, or
2.    To design the evolutionary process so as to create Higher Intelligence.

If a credible, respectable God does not exist, let us by all means invent Hir. We do need someone to talk to.

At the present time, these are simply educated speculations about the future. But it does seem probable that our micro-hopes and tele-hopes can create the realities to come.

Exo-psychology predicts that the Higher Intelligence is to be found within the micro-physiology of the DNA code and suggests that the most interesting way to use our time is to attempt to contact the Higher Intelligence and to hope that our neurons and amino-acids are capable of fusion with Hir.

[1]In place of the word "intelligence" Info-Exo-Psychology prefers the word "contelligence" referring to the reception (consciousness), integration and transmission of energy signals. There are eight levels of contelligence.

[2]In this transmission the union of male-female is taken for granted as a neurogenetic necessity. The general terms "man/Mankind" are never used. We employ the word SHe to refer to the generic post-terrestrial human. The generic possessive is Hir, i.e. a combination of "his" and "her."



From Info-Psychology by Timothy Leary - Falcon Press Edition; 1987.






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Saturday, 28 November 2009

The Human Soul Nexus

The Human Soul Nexus

Written by Abdun Nur
  
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Jewish/Christianised religions consider your soul as a separate element to yourself. They hold that your mind is in the brain, your memories, your consciousness, and then detached your soul - as if you could extract the soul, sell the soul, lose your soul, and continue on; ridiculous concepts.
 
The spirit is a term also applied to the soul, and means ‘breath’, from the Latin spiritus – breath - while another term applied is essence, and means ’be’. The word soul itself is so old in its origins it can not be established with certainty, but it most likely derives from ‘sea’ , or ‘binding’. Another word meaning human soul is psyche, derived from the Greek ‘to cool, to blow’ and is commonly translated as ‘breathe’.

There would appear to be three main elements to the human soul:

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The primitive Iblis soul - Nafs

All conscious life must have a soul (non-physical aspect), from a dog to a mouse - but they do not have a human soul, which is distinct in its higher state. However, all animal life must, by design, have a primitive soul (measured by degree).

By definition the soul of humanity is pure emotion, and the challenge is to shed the dominance of the primitive animal soul and purify the higher emotional soul; a rare accomplishment.

Lataif-e-sitta, (the six subtleties), are a concept of Sufism, consisting of: Nafs, Oalb, Sirr, Ruh, Khafi, and Akhfa. These lataif (singular: latifa) designate various psycho-spiritual "organs".

Nafs means self/psyche, or idiosyncratic consciousness /temper (to cool, to blow), so Nafs means to mix (combine elements) and restrain yourself with time.

Within this Sufi view of the soul, the Nafs would be the primitive aspect of the soul, and the Ruh would be the higher soul. From this concept we are designed to mix and temper the Nafs and so transform the Ruh, through the Qur’anic concept of the evolution of knowledge - a lower knowledge building a higher knowledge.

We are told within the Qur’an that upon death we shed the animal aspect of our soul; it is removed. This indicates animal souls do not advance beyond this reality, only souls of a higher state. This does present the question: If your base soul is removed, is it destroyed, made autonomous, transferred, or recycled?

The Qur’an tells us Allah makes nothing idly, so the destruction of our base soul would seem unlikely. It also tells us that it is removed, inferring it is extracted, or disconnected from the Ruh, so it was never in the reality of the higher soul and would not exist autonomously alongside the higher soul. That leaves two possibilities; it is recycled or transferred.

If it is transferred to a new alternate reality, I can see no logical advantage to this being the case. Although this is not impossible, in my opinion our base soul is recycled, reused within this physical universe. This primitive soul energy has nothing but a residue of the Ruh soul after separation, and this persona residue dissipates, as is found with all imprinted thought energies.

If through logic we accept that this aspect of the soul, unlike the higher soul, does not dwell in the fluidic manifold but is a physical energy presenting only as a wake within the manifold - just as our higher soul presents as a wake in the physical - this would account for the reported slight loss of 22 grams in weight at the moment of human death. Another interesting aspect of the description of Iblis, your Nafs soul element, is that we are informed Iblis was placed outside of the fluidic manifold.

In 7:14 Iblis (also spelt Iblees), your Nafs soul element, is given respite (refuge- shelter or protection) until the day of your death.

The higher soul - Ruh

The best way to see the reality of this facet of soul is through the parallel of a magnet; a magnet produces a magnetic field and this field can only be detected through its physical effects upon the objects around it, otherwise it is completely undetectable, invisible to perception. The human soul likewise has physical effects but is otherwise undetectable to perception.

The magnetic field does not exist within the physical, it exists purely within the fluidic manifold. Only the wake of the energy movements are within the physical realm; this wake is like the ripples on a surface in response to movement beneath the water. Of course in the case of all fluidic wakes there is no true surface, only the movements of the fluid itself acting upon the surrounding fluid.

This is the same for the higher soul, the undivided ‘you’, in your entirety - your memories, your consciousness, your fundamental ethereal physicality as purely a wake upon the surface of the physical universe.

This means ‘you’, as the immortal aspect of existence, do not exist at all as a physical being, but you only perceive yourself as physical, so when your symbiotic body dies you are ‘physically’ unaffected. You remain within the fluidic manifold; only your perception is transformed.

The subconscious mind, calculated as a million times more powerful than the conscious mind, is in truth the higher soul, meaning it is asleep. Iblis, or your primitive soul, is awake but feeble in comparison, being only 0.0001% as potent. This ratio exists throughout creation; for example 99.99% of the universe is plasma, 99.99% of solid matter is crystalline etc. This ratio is pushed to extremes within the energies of a human consciousness.

This state of Ruh sleep is a matter of degrees. You can be asleep far more deeply than the average, or you can be on the very verge of waking; you can - through your intentions and beliefs or your physical actions and lusts - alter the amount of influence imposed upon the Nafs, from almost complete control (as Muhammad) to none at all (like Nathan Rothschild). 

We cannot make the Iblis soul subservient to the Ruh soul, because you cannot dominate something that is awake with something that is asleep.

Knowledge, experiences, intellect, desires, all imprints upon the subconscious, beliefs, fears, greed, hate, love, hope, mercy, etc, all imprint; they shape the soul, fashion and colour its attributes.

Psycho-reactive energy

Your physical body is around 30 trillion cells working as a symbiotic unified organism in submission to your soul. Your consciousness and memories exist within the soul, not the human brain, and the physical body connects your consciousness to the physical, so if the physical is damaged the connection is damaged.

The connection is so powerful the emotional desires expressed from the soul can physically change the deoxyribonucleic acid (DNA) of every cell. This applies to animals as well as humans and this is the aspect of evolution never accounted for, the real engine of diversity.

This means when a human being fundamentally changes a guiding belief (shepherd), this will physically alter the DNA within them, so profound are these guiding shepherds.

The symbiotic life is a psycho-reactive energy, an ambient scalar field (all scalar field commutative rings are automatically two sided, demonstrating a circulation of information between the active manifold and the manifest physical universe), coalescing within the mitochondria within every cell. The perceived battery of the mitochondria is in fact the physical life force. The higher form of this scalar psycho-reactive energy field is the primitive Iblis aspect of your soul. In contrast to this, the Ruh soul is a tensor field (a field existing independently of latitude and longitude, beyond physical constraints). Only its wake has perceived coordinates, and the number of mitochondria in a cell varies widely by organism and tissue type. Many cells have only a single mitochondrion, whereas others can contain several thousand mitochondria. The DNA of mitochondria is different to the host’s DNA, being a scalar field energy - a psycho-reactive, dynamic energy transfer system.
 
The Qur’an tells us Allah breaths the soul into us, and it is pure when it is first created. All these soul energies are ethereal in nature, like our own invisible breath within the air around us.

When Allah tells us our soul is pure upon its first creation, it means free from contamination, a virgin source, much like a blank sheet of paper. Life is a test, and what we write on the paper determines our ultimate result.






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Wednesday, 11 February 2009

The Desiderata: Desirable Things

The Desiderata
Desirable Things

 

Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even to the dull and the ignorant, they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit.

If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.

Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let not this blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is as perennial as the grass. Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. 

But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness. Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore, be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be. And whatever your labors and aspirations in the noisy confusion of life, keep peace in your soul. With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams; it is still a beautiful world. Be cheerful.

Strive to be happy.

--- Max Ehrmann, 1927

 


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Friday, 7 March 2008

Mortal Recoil:Total Recall - The Life of Meaning in the Carnal Nation

Mortal  Recoil
Total Recall - The Life of Meaningin the Carnal Nation


If you are an immortal being living through a succession of mortal lifetimes, why can’t you remember your past? If we’re all in control of our own destinies, how and why have we decided to forget?

            Where do you go when you’re asleep? How do you ‘go to sleep’? Are you the same person when you wake up? Can you remember who you were yesterday? How much of your own childhood do you remember? How much of last month – last year?  
 Have you ever experienced anything you wanted to forget? Have you ever wished you could start your life all over – with a blank slate?

If I want to remember my previous lives, I must explore memory itself to pass through the waters of forgetfulness and reach the dawn of illumination. I must expand and refine my recollections of this life, sorting truth from accretion and memory from fantasy. I must divine for truth as a dowser divines for hidden water or minerals.

I must learn how to tell truth from falsehood, illusion and self-delusion – and continually practice this art, by being my harshest critic and taskmaster and my most compassionate mentor and friend. I must develop a very sensitive bullshit detector and an expansive sense of empathy for the blind sleepwalkers all around me.

I can’t expect the world to make much impression on me if I’m living a half-waking dream all my life – if the reality revealed by my senses is always passing me by, drowned out by the incessant commentary always running through my mind. I have to be certain I’m awake to know I’m not dreaming a vivid fantasy.

            I have to be here now if I want to actually experience my life. I have to be mindful of what’s really happening inside me and all around me. To do that, I have to stop my thoughts, or alternately separate my self from the eternal chatter of the surface veneer of my identity - the acculturated monkey mind and emotions that have grown with me since I was swimming in my mother’s womb.

I have to find a deeper wellspring within, beyond the unending entertainments that distract me from life itself. I have to silence the chatter or remove myself from its internal influence, by locating my self in the centre of the eternal cyclone of thought and emotion.

I have to know who it is who goes to sleep and wakes up every night and every day.

            I have to know the true meaning of the word ‘meditation’, which has nothing whatever to do with thinking. I have to find out who it is that’s doing all the thinking – or being distracted by it!

            I have to open my mind to all the things that the purblind natives of this dawning New Millennium deny and exclude from their blinkered tunneled visions – the realities filtered out by hidebound neo-feudal cultures that stubbornly refuse to observe anomalies, discrepancies and outright disproof of their common beliefs and quaint ‘scientific’ notions.

            If I want to have a life I have to walk away from the screen when I finish reading this and explore reality – if my memory span extends that far!

 If I am not the sum of my thoughts, beliefs, habits and culture, then what am I? What is within me that survives to carry on?

            Am I a projection into this four dimensional TimeSpace, a partial expression of an expanded being, who simultaneously dwells throughout many other dimensions as well? Am I part of something and someone that dwells in all the hyperspaces and parallel continua that we know exist (in implicate, interconnected conjunction with the reality we can see, hear, feel, smell and taste with our terrestrial time-bound senses), from the observations of physics and the realities implicit in geometry? And from the subtle magic of synchronicity and coincidence…

When you realise your mind isn’t yours and your consciousness isn’t confined to the cave of your skull, it’s easy to see how an apparently finite, mortal, death-bound being could in fact be a virtual extension of something else entirely. You can access all these realms and dimensions by expanding y/our consciousness. And paradoxically, this is facilitated by concentrating on the smallest things – or nothing at all.

Staying alive and aware is a continual weaning process. Potty training only ends in infancy in primitive societies full of throwaway people with short lives and attention spans, whose purpose is simply to maintain a dreaming gene-pool. Gaining complete control of your breathing, digestive system, heartbeat, brain activity, fertility and all other physical parameters is well within the capabilities of most children. It’s the way out of the matrix.

Almost all those who could have taught us how to escape the prisons of our cultures by exploring our own nature were burned at the stake or stoned to death by our superstitious grandparents or forebears – but the techniques are implicit in the forms and functions of our bodies; a true seeker will always find a way, and will be helped along by the indivisible invisible hands of those who’ve preceded you, if your mind and heart are in the right place. In a universe where memory is truly ineradicable, lost techniques and memories can be recovered and resurrected.

In our primitive superstition-ridden cultures of the early New Millennium - in which people are automatically taught to be suspicious and afraid of their own bodies and sexuality – most humans don’t even know where their physical organs are located after a decade of ‘education’. How can we expect to have any idea of what we are when we’re encouraged not to look at (or touch) our selves or each other? How can we find our true nature (or even nature itself) if we allow ourselves to be continually distracted by bullshit and melodrama? Will we find ourselves in a sitcom or ‘reality’ show? Do clothes make the woman? How’s the attention span going?

If you want to be cleansed of unpleasant memories or the pitiful painful results of an unexamined life and self-destructive lifestyle, an easy way is to cut off all your sensory inputs. You can do this by staying in a sensory deprivation chamber, by taking opiates, by going to sleep or by dying. If you remain in a sensory deprivation chamber for a couple of weeks your mind will be washed clean – unless you’re particularly adept at meditation - and a womb makes an excellent sensory deprivation chamber, washing you in the warm waters of forgetfulness for months.

            Some philosophers suggest that if people knew they were immortal, we’d all automatically be aware of the laws of karma and dharma and practice the Golden Rule. But immortality is no impediment to free will. We all have many of the same motivations to be creative, honourable and compassionate or cruel, uncaring and destructive, whether we have a small single life or a big multiplex one. Regardless of whether you’re immortal or not, the same ethical questions apply; and either way, you can’t leave yourself behind and wherever you go, there you are, for as long as you are you. It’s an excellent motivation for changing the things in yourself you aren’t comfortable with – and a terrible lesson for would-be suicides.

            In the folklore of forgetfulness, the amnesiac is compelled to relive aspects of the events they have forgotten; he who forgets the lessons of his story is condemned to repeat them. Until full waking memory relinks the past with the future, the amnesiac is trapped in a cycle of repetition – and hell is often defined as repetition.

            Yet immortality provides a wider and deeper perspective into the connectedness of all things and beings, and this does make a fundamental difference to our beliefs, motives and actions. In the absolute centre of the cyclone, I am you, and we are Divine.

Who are you again? Are you distracted yet? What’s that over there?


Your parents and grandparents were happy and satisfied to be lied to and cheated by those who still get away with stealing the wealth and knowledge of the Earth (and everywhere else) for themselves – are you?

Turn on. Tune in. Opt OUT! Find like-minded friends and work with them to free the world and free our Mind…

-         R. Ayana

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